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Palpitations

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All the physical discomfort i felt was in my head; it felt like I was on drugs.
Suddenly all my regrets and past mistakes were streaming through my mind like a paradox.
My heart was pounding and my skin became clammy.
My body was chained down by my thoughts and I became helpless, scared.
I pitied myself; it was pathetic.
I could be changing the world,
Changing a life
Tagging a bridge
Helping a friend.
I could feel alive right now, and all I'm doing is laying on my back, scared about what's next.
I was tired of feeling weak.
I became pissed off and humbled.
My paradox shifted and suddenly I was in control again.
I knew it would all start over again soon.
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