ellejane

All the physical discomfort i felt was in my head; it felt like I was on drugs. Suddenly all my regrets and past mistakes were streaming through my mind like a paradox. My heart was pounding and my skin became clammy. My body was chained down by my thoughts and I became helpless, scared. I pitied myself; it was pathetic. I could be changing the world, Changing a life Tagging a bridge Helping a friend. I could feel alive right now, and all I'm doing is laying on my back, scared about what's next. I was tired of feeling weak. I became pissed off and humbled. My paradox shifted and suddenly I was in control again. I knew it would a